nobodylovej

since ii'm here..

2006-09-23T21:55:00.000+08:00

hmm..
ii thot since ii'm here...
ii'll blogg barhs..
haha..

erms..
so many things haf past..
ii oso cannot rmb wat to blogg le..
>__>
haha..
aniways..
fri ii dint go sch cos ii super nort feeling well..
the new medii make miie so sleepy..
cant even walk straight..
so ii nv go sch..
haiss..
ii dun wanna go back to tat time when ii miss sch again..
><
no more to blogg barhs..
ii wont blogg tat often oso..
since ii dun really wanna blogg these few days..
haha..
okiie barhs..
buiis~
takkaire everyone~~
(:

special day for special euu~

2006-09-09T02:16:00.000+08:00

hihi..
i'm probably crazy..
lol..
okiiee.. i'm nort crazy.. but going to be soon..
cos ii haven started revision yet..
haiss
no mood..
and ii'm stupidd..
ii jus found out ii could change the password anytime ii wish with the email..
= ="
okiie..
basically this week has been slackingg time
ii dint get serious business done
i'm in trouble
but ii did wat ii liked..
i drew
(:
tat's enuff
been to NUH to see doc
my outdoor activity for the week is travellingg to and fro
ii dint enjoy
well.. it wasnt meant for me to enjoy aniway
but ii saw another doc..
this time ii dint even bother taking in his name
LOL
he said ii was SHY
imagine
me --> shy
oh well..
he offered a sweet..
ii took it since ii wanted one
lol
but
ii cant get it OPEN
= ="
he finished abt 3 sweets and mine wont even open = ="
sian
anyway he offered more
ii jus look defeated and say mine's stil HERE
he dint catch tat.. i was being sacarstic
oh well.. i'm shy
wat can i say..
the doc's regular.. askingg stupidd questions and FORCING me to answer
ridiculous
but ii wont say tat in his face
ii jus smoke my way thru the whole thing..
the only thingg ii dun like is the medi he gif..
ii woke upp in the morningg having a SPLITTING headache..
ouch
and my head weighs a thousand tons
ii wonder if ii should keep taking..
hmm..
*consider*
*shrugs*
ii probably should since ii paid for it
oh damn great..
ii forgot to take one in the morningg..
oh crap..

aniways..
ytd ish my er gu's bday..
8.9.2006
weets..
we went to jp's soup restaurant to celebrate..
nice food there
nice accompany
happy bday er gu.. euu are one yr older (:
the only thing badd abt ytd's dinner was the desert..
omg..
ii ordered herbal jelly thinking it would be SWEET..
):
disappointment and plain stupiddness on my part..
herbal jelly is BITTER..
haiis..
lack of knowledge ish liddat de..
but everytime ii eat herbal jelly ii swear it's SWEET..
oh well
aniways it was a gd nite out
ii enjoyed despite knowing it's jus another dinner
lol..
oh ya.. ii got my dad to promise a meal at kranji ((:
nice food there..
but daddy say chef changed
i wonder if the food remains delicious >_>
haha
2.30am now..
and ii'm thinking abt food..
ii think a lil ice-cream now wouldn't hurt.....
before ii take medi or after?
hmm..

*grins*
tt's abt it..
off to eat
i <3 rockyroadd icecream
(:
bbuis~~

a longg dayy

2006-08-15T18:04:00.000+08:00

weets..
ii had a longg dayy..
siianss..
veryy sians..
today woke upp pretty early..
cos ii cant seem to fall backk asleep..
haiss..
ii took the slping pill..
shouldd slp well thru the nite..
but dunno why..
took me a longg time to slpp..
and to wake and slp again..
haiss..
bad nite..
ii woke upp wif migrane..

aniways..
today gortt another appointment wif dr. paul..
mummi isnt free.. so 2nd aunt took me..
thankies to her..
so we travelled to orchard..
longg journey..
ii was so damn sleepy..
haiss..
the pills make me slpy.. yet nort slpy enuff to fall aslp..
sian dao..

after appointment..
we went jp..
she treated moii to ljs..
hahas..
grow fat fat le~
stopp eatingg..

the best the thru this longg day barhs..
okiie..
ii'm tired now..
shall tryy to orhorh if ii can..
bbuis~

shortt entryy

2006-08-14T17:14:00.000+08:00

this is gonna be a short entryy..
hehe..
first of all..
blogg about ytd's carnival thingyy..
hmm..
cant say ii dun haf fun larhs..
went wif fishy and wormy.. xD
we jus very vexed..
keke..
alortt money dunno how to spent.. =/
hahas..
it's hard to be a millionaire~ when euu gort nowhere to spend!
LOLS..

aniways..
i'm sure we had some kinda fun..
its our last yr at tat sch carnival le aniways..
we all had heena?
issit spelled iddat?
i dunno
LOL
nvm..
the handi-art..
quite nice..
on their hands de too..
moii hand de drawn by moii junior..
hahas..
she say she nortt bery pro at drawingg..
but nvm larhs..
let her try..
see ii so good.. weets..
so ii chose the most easy to draw de..
the butterfly~
nice larhs..
really..
gortt time ii'll upload it
(:

the candy floss oso nortt bad..
weetss..
will actually haf more fun if ii dint ran into all the chers..
i've gortt alortt of explainations to do..
haha..
heckk..
weetss..
i'm going to orhorh..
abit tiredd frm the medi~
bbuis all~

miss euu...
<3

oral sux big time man~~! LOL

2006-08-11T17:44:00.000+08:00

shall start wiff ytd first..
hmm..
ii was at home first half of the day..
den afternoon ii dash downstairs..
cos taxii already downstairs waiting..
hmm..
ii met moii mum in the taxii..
den we went NUH..
BLEAH.. moii secondd home now..
=/

anyways..
we were abit caught upp in the traffic..
so by the time we reached the main buildingg was around 3.10..
keke..
lucky nort moii first time to kent ridge wing..
so managed to speed our way there within 3 mins
and in time for moii appointment at 3.15
=P
but sad larhs..
ii on time.. the doc nort on time!
LOL
so we waited like almost an hour before ii went in..
ii went in moiself sia!
*brave me* clap clap
cos moii mummi go toilet.. timing so zhun~
she say brb nia the previous patient came out!
lols..
so ii started chatting wif moii doc..
he funni larhs..
wan shake moii hand de.. but ii was takingg off moii bagg..
LOL
den he like *hmph* dun shake moii hand! LOL
ii feel more comfortable around him after a few visits..
can talk better oso..
hahas..
so ii wont see him until our next appointment..
tat's for moii stomach.. =P
den after tt appointment..
ii was askingg moii mummi how we are gonna head home..
ii dun wan take bus and mrt larhs.. so sick ><
so we waited for moii daddy to pick us upp..
weee... another hour.. LOL..

the next day..
(today)
hmm..
can consider ii woke upp early todayy..
cos i was dug out of bed at 8 am.. SHARP...
zzz.. ii stil wanna slp de jie!!
but she oso pon sch..
and she DUG moii out of bed.. zzZ
she wanted to gif moii some oral practise..
which were *OMG*
cos ii totally dunno wth ii was saying this morningg..
since ii woke upp early right?
ii gort a splitting headache while she blabbled on..
LOL
so aniways..
for oral today..
as i've mentioned..
ii TOTALLY SCREWED UPP..
ii said somethingg wrongg and ii knew it almost immediately
*SOBS*
ii regret larhs..
haiis..
siian diiao~
*faint*
the two examiners face was like *smiling smiling* after i saidd tat sentence theirr faces become *black*
CRY!

now ii jus wanna cryy..
lols..
i'm a crybaby.. yes ii'm..
<33

okiie..
tt's aboutt all..
so bbuis for now~
may ii blogg again soon.. =P

*ps: clinic called in the morningg.. i've another appt wif another doc tml morning at 9 SHARP*
wish moii all the best~
keke.. <3

Happy Birthday SINGAPORE~ (:

2006-08-09T18:57:00.000+08:00

weeeeee...
(:
happii biirthdayy siingaporee~~
<3333
hahas..
ii was jus telliingg ppl on msn Happy National Day (:
sosh high ar?
no larhs..
ii wanna go see live.. ):
but moii daddy onlii gortt 2 tic..
so he and moii mummi go lorhs.. (:
nvm.. lett them go paii tuo.. xD

the whole parade i'll onlii miiss the fiireworkks..
hahas..
i <3 fiireworkks
some sort like auroracorona~ <3
hehes..

sosh now ii am half listeniingg to the parade.. =x
half bloggingg~
weets..
today very high lerhs.. =X
dunno whyy..
hahas..
ii abit sot sot le.. xD
aniiway..
todayy hadd brunchh wiff ch0ngg (:
weets.. ii miss euu guys..
SI XIN!! euu nv join us~ hahahahaha~
make euu guilty... weets.. i'm eviil.. XD
kekeke..
todayy veryy nicee..
come backk play organ..
den siing songg wiff moii jie..
kekeke.. (:
we broke alott of glass~ *piang*
ii thinkk moii daddy and mummy come backk <3 oso *piang*
lols~
jokes... =P
I AM SOOOOO happy?
hahas..
or mayb nortt..
aniiways.. ii wan watch the parade le~
gettingg interestiing~ hehes..
now gong si jia singingg.. o.o
hahas.. quite nice..
gortt better vocal den moii.. :'(
no larhs..
ii bhb.. ii gortt sweettterrrr voice xD
kekeke..
aniiways..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE~
MUACKS <33

see ya guys~ <3
bbuis~ (:

*fiirewOrkks*
*fiirewOrkks*
*fiirewOrkks*
-weets-

i'm happy (:

tiime to blogg~ =o

2006-08-08T11:04:00.000+08:00

wakakaka~ =P
how's everyone doiingg?
weets.. ii'm boredd =X
hahas.. no biiggie.. ii'm always boredd.. xD
today.. can say i'm iin a better mood..
cos ii was fed wiif alott of bedtiime storiies ytd.. keke xD
nevertheless.. ii was dugg outt of bed at 7.. ><
but ii saidd "i slept at 2+ ytd wors.. letmii slppp moreee plssss"
hohoho.. ii won.. ii woke up at 8+ instead *griins*
part of the deal ii hadd to stick to..
was to wake up everyy morniingg at 7 to study..
=/
but most of the tiime ii dragg dragg dragg..
nothiingg reallyy done.....
hmm.. =(
ii gotta buckk upp le~
left 3 days (iincludiing today) for moii to studyy on moii own le~ =(
iif its nortt now.. iits never.. =/
soshh.. i'mm goiingg off to mugg some knowledge.. lloll xD
wiishhh meee luckkk~~ keke..

ii miiss euu dar~
today mus tell mii more bedtiime storiies wors~ xD
gddluckks for ur excel todayy~
muackks xD

bbuiss all~
cheerss~ (:

badd dayy yet (:

2006-08-04T08:33:00.000+08:00

okkiiess..
ii'm stupiid..
ii'm stuckedd..
ii dunno wadd to blogg..
crazyy weekk nono.. crazyy monthh forr moii..
haiis
ii'm alwayys confusedd lik there's no reasonn forr me to thinkk abt anythiingg..
or ratherr ii dunno wadd to thiinkk..
ii feel betterr iif my miind's justt a BLANK
lik followiingg a trace ii've hadd forr the pastt few dayys..
ii mustt haff soundedd stupiid andd diistortedd..
ii feel tat ii dunno wadd ii'm doiingg..
maybb theyy were riight..
ii still dunn haff the capabilityy to move forwardd moiselff..
ii feel lik ii haff a splitt mindd..
one whiich am so determiinedd to do well..
anotherr whiich am so confusedd.. whetherr ii shouldd jus giff upp..
haiis..
ii dunno where ii am goiingg..
cann someone giff moii diirectiions..
aniiways..
siince ii've come thus farr ii shoulddnt giff upp..
yupps..
ii've gotta carryy onn.. evenn iif iits jus one damnn weekk..

aniiways ii wanna thankk moii (wadd shouldd ii call euu lehs? ><) frenn YJ..
hahaha..
who haff been there forr moii thru thiis periiodd..
some ppl diisagree wiif moii decisiionn.. some ppl agree..
ii usedd to thiinkk ii'm goiingg iin the riight directiion..
butt iits urr diisagree tt pulledd me backk fromm contiinuiing furtherr..
haiis..
yj.. euu diint even understandd the whole thiinggy completelyy..
yett euu supportted moii..
ii'm touchedd..
hahas
thankkiess euu andd ii meantt iit.. =P
ii wanna thankk moii parents who haff been there forr moii too..
althoughh euu all miightt nortt haff understandd..
butt euu all were always there forr moii..
althoughh euu all thiinkk ii'm crazyy forr all of thiis..
butt euu all stiill supportted moii craziiness all the wayy..
forr thiis.. ii'm touchedd
ii lurve euu guys.. <3

forr mostt who dunno wadd happenedd to moii..
ii dun hope forr ur understandiingg..
hahas..
cos even ii thiinkk ii'm crazyy..
yupps..
tt's all..
bbuis~

PS. ii'm (: forr a reasonn.. iif euu still rmbb wadd dayy iit iis todayy.. <33

bleah ><

2006-07-31T18:24:00.000+08:00

okiies~~
ii diint go sch agaiin today.. ><
alott of thiinggs for moii to do..
haiiss..
tml nidd to stayy backk do hcl mock paperr... wadde.. ><
siians
ii wann go orhorh le..
bbuiss~

tired

2006-07-19T13:23:00.000+08:00

hais
these days.. i can onli feel tired.. sick and tired
i'm sick and tired of everything..
sch jus makes me sick
hw jus makes me more sick
test jus makes me more more sick
now u can see how sick i am..
=.=

right.. i'm currently at home instead of sch..
even my stomach is rebelling..
nothing seems to be going right at this moment..
the pain is killing..
slow, sharp but precise..
like someone pulling a knief out.. agonising
hais..
i used to think gastric hurts..
now i know otherwise..
gastric kills..

hais..
i should be doing homework..
but pain jus puts me off balance..
i cant sit still for a moment..
hungry yet cant get anything in..
i'm suffering
help

i think shall stop..
jus typing all these takes an awful lottas time
i think i'll go back to slp
if only i can fall asleep in this situation

tml..
death awaits at sch-

5mins rush~

2006-07-03T20:30:00.000+08:00

okkiee~~
let mi jus blogg this entry within 5mins~
since i gott nothiin to blogg about anyway~~ ><
hahas~
today happy youth day~~
lucky.. no mock paper.. xD
i am beginnin to hate sch more den ever..
jus thinkin abt 2 mock papers per week.. ><
everyday stay back for remedial.. ><
is enuff for me to vomit blood x.x
not forgettin the tons of homework the chers expects us to finish ><
sick ppl..
evil ppl..
they got no life.. wanna make me join them ><
hais..
so sianed..
dun feel like doing anythin
mayb i'll jus lie down and stare at the ceilingghais..
5mins up..
bbuis~
><

1hr blogg 1 post.. ><

2006-06-26T19:47:00.000+08:00

kekeke ><
i jus found out.. i took 1 hr to blogg the previous longgg entry..
hahas..
so longg..
LatEr~ =x

opps?

2006-06-26T18:43:00.000+08:00

hehe~
opps.. haha..
i was supposed to blogg lastt wed afterr my shoppiing spree de..
butt.. haha i dint ><
supper lazzyy is the wordd.. hehes =P
so now can blogg all at one go le~
since lastt wed.. afterr shoppiin spree nott badd la..
shopp afew hours.. managed to buy a dress tat i fell in luv wif at first sight.. hahas..
price oso very nice.. 60bucks ><
dun care.. tat's the only piece of material tat i wanna buy anyway..
hahas soooooo nice~ and it feels right on me o.O
hahas.. i thinkk too muchh le~ =x
butt anyways.. moi mummy bought tat dress for moi~ lalala~ and oso other pieces of cloth la.. but i only luv tat =p
so afterr shoppiin on tat day we was walkiin to findd my daddy..
pass by an iicecream stall~ ate iicecream ><
paiseh~
cos the auntiie say :"chocolate wo zhi dao.. ni you chocolate face" =.=""
superr paiseh lor~ so i decided to keep quiet.. let her scope herself ><
denn we walkk to the sidewalkk to eat while my jie dial my daddy's no.
ring ring ring
she told him our location.. den he said try to find us..
nott bad.. dint take long.. cos we at chinatown there.. quite big and messy.. hard to find ><
so next we went dinner.. daddy say go amara hotel eat..
i was like.. erms? are u sure?
cos he and mummy always dress like they can go anywhere posh ><
den me and moi jie was dress to go shoppiin only u know?
we were in slippers.. lalala~
so by the time we were inside the hotel i feel self-conscious ><
butt i ignore the stares la ><
who knows we gg hotel makan =.=
quite nice de food =x
okkie~ since i thot.. we at amara hotel right? den mr singh once said somethingg abt pockets folders.......
i decided to go and look for it la..
but after mum mum finish = 9pm~
went to the supposed shop.. it has a sign sayin "closed" T.T
nvm~ dun buy lorr~ ><
overall wed was fun ba.. slack the whole day..

hahas thurs.. time to gambatte le right?
tat time left a few more days den sch reopen le ><
so when kor ask wan go out study i go lor.. stay at home = play com = no work done
so i jio jie go oso.. cos jie oso studyin wif larry (di) so in the end we four study? keke..
fun la but kor.. u mus learn to concentrate more hor..
see u waste ur time dere.. wo oso sians..
and hor.. dun use ur pencil hit me on the head.. pain de leh.. i was tryin to slp oso.. =P
nott bad la.. go mac study..
still can finish all the bio ws.. i took super longg to do anyway..
3hours to complete 20mcqs..
lalala~ i win =P
den one maths ws.. the stupid one on kinematics.. my worst topic for amaths.. ><
kor.. i'm stupid de.. butt dun worrie too much.. i'll survive ><
so he tell me he worried for me.. actually i oso worrie for moiself.. ><
hais.. so tat's thurs..

fri.. i cant really rmb le..
not much ba?
went organ as usual.. ><
butt super pissed!
the stupid bus interchange move house.. make me walk super long distance.. ><
sians.. took 12-15mins jus to walk from the new alightingg area to jp entrance den exit by 7-11 there to cross the road to the frontier cc to take the lift up to 2nd storey to enter yamaha..
><><
so she came.. we walk out the main entrance of frontier cc..
den i stop and said..
we walk all the way to the bus interchange might as well walk home.. =x
wrong idea there.. =x
she decided to go alongg wif moi suggestion.. ><
so we walk and walk and walk..
i thot she knew how to walk home.. and she thot i knew how to walk home.. =.=""
see somethingg wrong there?
hahas.. in the end we walkk sooooooo far away until i saw boon lay sec.. ><
hais.. dun dare walk wif her again le..
keke butt cant deny.. was fun la.. walk walk walk only.. no nid think abt other stuff.. =p someday.. i'll walk wif u again jie.. xD
tat's friday..

now sat.. cant really rmb..
was i supposed to meet kor? or was tat sun?
hahas.. anyway.. i forgot liao.. ><
so in the end my jie angry at me..
i angry at her..
den i sms kor say.. "sry cancel again"
hais.. really sry kor.. dun jio me out to study again le.. ><)
lucky.. i stayed home.. managed to finish 10 heymath online test.. ><
wif yj's "help".. he gav me ans.. but all wrong.. lucky i do moiself.. keke.. =P
anyways.. i think he gav correct ans.. jus wrong sequence.. but i stil do moiself la.. ><
butt alongg the way.. got some questions i dunno.. so i consulted alot of peeps on moi msn list.. includes: kor, laogong, moi couz yan, jie and sherman ><
at least their maths better den moi?
thx for help although other den jie nobody else help much.. keke =P
so tat's all for moi holidays.. ><
so much for happy endingg..

today.. mondaay.. first day of sch.. ><
one word.. it
SUX~
not only did i not complete hw.. we found out our afternoon revision schedule.. ><
SHITY~~><
mon.. BOOKED --->for hcl
tue.. BOOKED --->for geo / combined humans
wed.. BOOKED --->for sciences
thurs.. BOOKED --->for eng
fri.. BOOKED --->for maths
WTF ><
whole week all afternoon BOOKED!
den i oso die x.x
cos fri supposed to hav organ lesson at 4.50pm ><
maths sure dragggggggg de lor.. i surely late..
btw.. mrs leong haven say until wat time ><><

hais.. ytd i stil so dreamily happy.. cos i plann to study wif someone le.. T.T
den today all the plans kena crushed ><
SADED !
how can i make enuff time for euuu.. hais

now i cant blogg anymore le..
2 more emaths full papers to pia..
not to mention acs amaths paper..
and
review questions and emaths tys.. ><
oh ya..
stil got chem paper.. bio tys.. bio ws..
AND geo seqs..
did i left anythingg out?
haiss~

no more mood le..
lAtErr~
T.T sobs

beautiful day ar? =x

2006-06-21T12:13:00.000+08:00

arlow~ (:

sup~ =P
firstly i jus wanna say i'm dead meat.. ><
omg?
wed wed wed le..
wat's worse? i dun feel like doing? ><
today going shoppin seh.. how to do? ><
morning wanna study wif kor de.. but i cant wake up.. haha
sry kor tml study.. =P just make sure after 12nn xD

hais.. 2days can finish hw? i dun think so.. ><
dead~
let me quote a phrase from yj.. hehe =P
"anyone got heymath answers for me to copy?"
hahas.. but i think i nid more den heymath.. =(

bu guan le~ do wat i can ba.. ><
now if i can jus finish bloggin and get started on my day..
maybe.. jus maybe i can start abit hw today.... =x
hahas..
dun even wanna go there =x

i think i'll blog when i get back from shoppin spree ba..
now like nothing to blog ><
my life during holis = eat slp play
hais
sch reopen is the time to face doom
till then..

LatEr~ (:

): SAD turned HAPPY (:

2006-06-18T21:58:00.000+08:00

mOoD nOw: HAPPY~ (:

haha..

mOoD iN tHe aFtErnOon: SADED~ ):

hais..

but nvm..
cOs mY mOod nOw = SHUANG SHUANG SHUANG~~~ lalala (:

let me explain y i was saded this afternoon..
there was no morning.. cos i woke up in the afternoon (around 4 i think =x)
anyway.. i was saded cos i log on maple.. <-- a game tat i play.. ><
and thot tat i wanna train a lil percent for my fire wiz.. cos so long nv play le.. ><
who knows.. suddenly got a lvl60 ice wiz come my map seh.. ><
den started ksing my mobs.. ><
he pretended not seeing my msg and continue killing.. ><
so i follow him and ksed him.. (he use lightning so i can ks.. o.O)
den he defamed me.. NOOB ><
but i told myself to CALM DOWN.. cos xiang xiang (evil kor =P ) say no use gettin angry.. its jus a game.. ><
so i calm down.. BUT den..
i online in maple so long le right?
wat upset me is my laogong dint even bother saying hi to me ><
he said "hi cassy" but not hi laopo ><
saded ):
den my buddy talk to me so i started talking
den he went "laopo when u online one" ><
hais
if u really is tat concern abt me u would hav known when i was online ><
so kena defame and saded right?
i decided not to play aquila today le..
i went bootes~
i thot should be fun la.. BUT den..
i found evil kor online.. nv jio me.. >< saded again
hais..
actually not tat saded la.. mayb cos i already saded.. PLUS..
my mummy keep shouting at me to go bathe..
cos we going out to eat dinner.. ><
so there was cross-firing at home and online.. damn
so i was annoyed.. REALLY annoyed.. PISSED

*i better add tat iM NOT angry at euu evil kor.. if not he'll saded ><
xiang xiang dun saded okie =P

haha..
lucky lucky.. after dinner at bukit timah..
we went courts walk walk..
we shop for a new cupboard and study table..
tat's when everything was SOOOOO FUN~ (:
even thinkin abt it makes me smile (:
not shoppin fun.. but the salesgal was damn funni.. (:
we chatted like frens.. (although she say she's old enuff for me to call her auntie.. hehe)
she's funni la.. cracked alot of jokes.. den really enjoyed talkin to her.. tiffiny lee~ (:
your hubby is fortunate to hav u as laopo (:

haha.. even though i broke my watch there.. (cos i was playin wif it =x)
i was really in a "high" mood.. cos i forgot every saded moments and really think life is fun.. (:
lucky not my favourite watch.. =P
so yup~
iM HAPPY today..
i'll try to be happy everyday..
(:
so tat's all for now.. =P
LatEr~

*HapPy dAddY'S daY tO mY daDdY tAy~ <3 [[i lOve eUu dAddY]]